Mommy has a buzz so THERE!!!
I haven't had a glass of wine in soooooo long, I had two sips and I'm ready to climb on a pole and do a dance for my husband. I think he would appreciate that after months of having to do the deed in a room with porn from 1986 with me being drugged in the next room with a bunch of strangers. Sounds like something from the 60s. I digress.....
We had our "follow up" appt with Dr. Z today. He said everything looked great internally and my blood work on WED showed that there was no more pregnancy hormone left, so we are moving on. As much as I want to jump back in and do another IVF cycle in June like all of the other ladies on my "IVF in April anyone else?" bulletin, I feel like we are in good hands with him and he wants us to wait until July or maybe August, probably August. He wants me to get another period in June and I will do blood work on CD3- like 13 different tests for chromosome, genetic, clotting things- anything that they know of that may cause a miscarriage. After he gets the results, he said it will take about 3 weeks, I guess they will call us to let us know what is next.
As much as I wish he was some sleaze ball that just wants our money and will let us do another cycle right away to get pregnant, I'm glad that he has our best interest in mind. I'm REALLY enjoying this glass of wine. I've had 4 sips and I feel so relaxed!!! I can't wait until it is nice and warm and we can go swimming naked at night. I guess I have one more summer of looking hot in a bikini. I guess I should enjoy it while it lasts. This is so surreal, Rob is in the other room talking to his mom about Salvation and his faith, I love to hear that!! He is such a great guy. He looks so cute with his new haircut and he made a triple at the LBC softball game tonight!! I'm all over him later. I think for the heck of it, we are going to use the OPK's collecting dust in my linen closet this month to try to get pregnant. Who knows.
God is so good. I have been trying to be all down and mad about losing the baby and all I feel is His love and mercy!! Also, my mom gave me a cute Kate Spade purse (fake of course) to cheer me up this week and I was all bummed b/c y meter was too big to fit in there. I have another smaller One Touch at work and I changed over to that one to use the purse and was like "Aw, I don't have the manual to show me how to change the time" and I get home tonight and check the mail and there is a letter from Lifescan and inside is a user manual for the One Touch meter, not the Ultrasmart or the Duo which I have the directions for but, the dinky little One Touch, the exact one I needed. I mean, how can anyone say that is a coincidence. I feel so bad for people who don't know God in this way. They are missing out. I need to speak out more.
We had our "follow up" appt with Dr. Z today. He said everything looked great internally and my blood work on WED showed that there was no more pregnancy hormone left, so we are moving on. As much as I want to jump back in and do another IVF cycle in June like all of the other ladies on my "IVF in April anyone else?" bulletin, I feel like we are in good hands with him and he wants us to wait until July or maybe August, probably August. He wants me to get another period in June and I will do blood work on CD3- like 13 different tests for chromosome, genetic, clotting things- anything that they know of that may cause a miscarriage. After he gets the results, he said it will take about 3 weeks, I guess they will call us to let us know what is next.
As much as I wish he was some sleaze ball that just wants our money and will let us do another cycle right away to get pregnant, I'm glad that he has our best interest in mind. I'm REALLY enjoying this glass of wine. I've had 4 sips and I feel so relaxed!!! I can't wait until it is nice and warm and we can go swimming naked at night. I guess I have one more summer of looking hot in a bikini. I guess I should enjoy it while it lasts. This is so surreal, Rob is in the other room talking to his mom about Salvation and his faith, I love to hear that!! He is such a great guy. He looks so cute with his new haircut and he made a triple at the LBC softball game tonight!! I'm all over him later. I think for the heck of it, we are going to use the OPK's collecting dust in my linen closet this month to try to get pregnant. Who knows.
God is so good. I have been trying to be all down and mad about losing the baby and all I feel is His love and mercy!! Also, my mom gave me a cute Kate Spade purse (fake of course) to cheer me up this week and I was all bummed b/c y meter was too big to fit in there. I have another smaller One Touch at work and I changed over to that one to use the purse and was like "Aw, I don't have the manual to show me how to change the time" and I get home tonight and check the mail and there is a letter from Lifescan and inside is a user manual for the One Touch meter, not the Ultrasmart or the Duo which I have the directions for but, the dinky little One Touch, the exact one I needed. I mean, how can anyone say that is a coincidence. I feel so bad for people who don't know God in this way. They are missing out. I need to speak out more.
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